Addressed to drug addiction: Its been two weeks since I left you. The nausea and the trembling of my hands have just started to become a distant memory, I am feeling much better and my family is so happy that you are gone. My mom has been my soft place and my brothers have been my rock supporting me through our split. You can stop waiting for me to come back Since you have been gone my girl's voice sounds so much sweeter and my life has become so much clearer. I am a better man without you, I realize now I am finally free. I tell myself while walking down the street. I must have forgotten and got lost in thought and taken a wrong turn because I look up and there you are surrounded by new men.. For a moment I envy them but I think of my progress and as I am about to walk away you call my name. You approach me and stare into my eyes as if you knew what I was thinking. Ï missed you" It stings. I tell you to get lost. ..I have found a new purpose..I am in good terms with my family......I am happy without you. Your cold hand gently touches my arm..You tell me my dreams are destined to fail..my happiness is temporary..you grip my arm tighter and whisper "nobody cars about you like I do"...Addiction Why do I indulge you? You always make promises you cannot keep, always squeezing your way into my mind making me hate the things I actually love... You are possessive . I lower my head in a moment of weakness..your eyes pierce into mine begging me to stay.I should never have walked that street, I wish I had never met you because deep down I always knew that you would be the death of me. Drug addiction I have chosen to leave you forever.
